Another song which reflects my mood perfectly...

Fix You - Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
"Just what your worth"

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...


Tears stream, down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

This song always makes me calm

Words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

I'd also like to add this quote from a friend of mine

"Doesn't matter what the press says. Doesn't matter what the politicians or the mobs say. Doesn't matter if the whole country decides that something wrong is something right. The Nation was founded on one principle above all else: The requirement that we stand up for what we believe, no matter the odds or the consequences. When the mob and the press and the whole World tell you to move, your job is to plant yourself like a tree beside the river of truth and tell the whole world.. No you move."

-Captain America

Just a random thought for the night:

I enjoy being the go to guy for people when they need something, i really do.  For a long time though i didn't think i had anyone like that for me, but i finally see that there are many people who would do the same for me in a heartbeat, and though many of them dont' read this blog anymore, i just wanted to write that thought in here.  It feels very nice having someone to lean on when you need it, especially someone who understands you so well. 

Thank you, my friends.

Good Lord I hate M.A.S.T.E.R. Plan.

RA training's my ass and master plan's my balls, this sucks.

Currently Reading Ultimate Fantastic Four, Vol. 4: Inhuman By Mike Carey, Mark Millar, Jae Lee see related

all apologies to those not mentioned (clay) in the last post.  I've been reading alot of comics lately, and this little blip will be my thoughts, or the start of a really long paper, on the character that is the hero.

The Path of the hero is marked by pain, tragedy and loss.  For these kinds of things and the attitude he takes towards them make him a hero.  But above all these things, the life of the hero is a tale of courage, of overcoming great fear; of having such a strong willpower, it could wipe out the whole universe.  Thus, our hero leaves his mark in eternity. 

"Courage is not lack of fear; it is having fear but facing whatever comes no matter what."

                                                                                                 -N. Suaznabar

If you read this post, think of who you think best resembles these traits and post them, if you don't agree with my hero qualities then please feel free to post about that as well.